I know it’s been a while since I’ve posted. Sorry. I have been learning how to be happy.
How to be happy when shit sucks. How to be happy being single. How to be happy feeling uncomfortable. How to be happy when something doesn’t go my way. How to be happy… always.
I am finally doing things for me. I am doing things that I’ve wanted to do for a long time but didn’t just because the opinions of other people persuaded me. I started stretching my ears a couple weeks ago. I am training for a fitness competition in August. And I have remained single for the last 6 months. It would be easy to have a boyfriend right now. It would be easy to go on countless dates with someone who treats me decently. But would that make me happy?
I am learning to love myself and see myself as “beautiful” without the need for outside validation. I am becoming my version of “beautiful.”
I am opening up my eyes and heart to a different realm of relationship to God.
I am judging less and loving more.
I am learning. I am growing.
I don’t have it all figured out, but I’m enjoying the journey.